Have you ever had someone in your life that was so delusional that most of what they say didn’t make sense? Someone that Satan has a hold of so hard that they project their anger and meanness on you or whoever has the misfortune of being in their path?
I can’t stand before you blameless none of us can for sure. There have been times I have said inappropriate things in the heat of the moment. Mostly trying to stop the madness coming at me, only to regret it later. I think we all do that sometimes we are only human.
There are only a few of people in my life that bring me to that place. One where my nature is tried and the measure of patience God has given me wears thin.
I try and take the high road. Sometimes I stumble and fall a bit but I get up and brush myself off and set the pace again. (Yes I know you all are thinking I fall a lot anyway. LOL)
God has made me tough with everything I’ve been through I’m still standing. I still push through the ugly to get to the beautiful.
Today I woke up feeling less than. Not sure why maybe it’s hormones maybe it’s the enemy telling me I’m not worthy. Three A.M. this morning I woke up upset and began to pray. I wish this growth thing was easy but it’s not. I still say things I shouldn’t put my foot in my mouth occasionally and am too honest with people sometimes. I get better every day though at least I think I do.
If I am not and you catch me falling please pick me up and point me up hill.
